So many things cross my mind lately... I never know which way to go. I began to turn my back and walk away when people seem to don't notice me, the universe is seriously unnerving me, lately I wake up a lot of times while I'm sleeping, I have weird nightmares every night, I smile everyday never wanting somebody to know what's really going on, I try to forget my problems in everyway, etc.
But, the thing is, sometimes it seems like nobody cares about how I'm really feeling. I don't show it, but I start to get tired by never talking about it, because it doesn't feel good to keep this pain with me. I like to try to help people, giving them advices and talking to them about who they are, but that doesn't mean I know how that feels, it doesn't mean that I've been through it too, it might be the way I would like to be treated too. I respect everybody, but not always is that respect reciprocated. Perfect example: when I'm in a row to buy something. I'm too good to say "Yeah, it's my turn." when the woman behind the desk asks who's next, because I always look around to the people who were there before me and say "Weren't you here before I came?" and in the moment I ask, the woman turns her face and askes somebody else. Until now, only one gentleman said "This lady first.", because he saw what happened.
I'm tired of this society, where are those people who actually cared and made me feel better?
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